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Name: <3 Shortie*
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Interests: <3 Music. Writng. Singing. Acting. Photography. Poetry. Painting. Sports. Ana <3
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Member Since: 3/23/2004

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Saturday, April 17, 2004

I'm getting rid of this journal. Honestly, I've had a rude awakening and I want to change. I'm not going to obsess about calorie count anymore .. thats for sure. Im done with that. I'm FINE the way I am. I don't know how I let myself get in so deep, but I'm on my way to pulling myself out. I'm going to attempt to make a conscious change to make myself happier .. be myself. And what I've been doing, this isnt me. So this journal is done. It holds far to much that I dont want in my life anymore.


Monday, April 12, 2004

Currently Reading
Fallen Angels
By Lori Foster
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Nothing much to say for today. Track is AMAZING this year. Our team is AWESOME. I wouldnt be suprised if we came out second at the end of the season in our division.

Nothing else. Here's a quizee!

 

.:*:.LAYER ONE.:*:.
-Name- Shortie*
-Birth date- Sept. 24
-Location- Boonies WOO
-Eye color- Hazel
-Hair color- umm dark reddish brown?!
-Height- 4'11''
-Righty or lefty- Righty
-Zodiac sign- Libra

.:*:.LAYER TWO.:*:.
-Your heritage- Hmm ... Irish, American Indian, English Scottish .. and on  and on and on
-The shoes you wore today- My black boots
-Your weakness- REALLY hot guys lol
-Your fear- umm .. having one of my friends die or something, that would truly suck
-Your perfect pizza- just cheese is good with me
-Goals you'd like to achieve- Be famous or at least well known for SOME major accomplishment .. not nessicarily in the arts

.:*:.LAYER THREE.:*:.
-Your most overused phrase on AIM- lol
-Your first thought waking up- How much do i weigh today, damnit?
-Your best physical feature- I've been told many times i have ver nice eyes and a great smile
-Your bedtime- i dont have one but i got to bed around 10:30 ish...on school nights anyways
-Your most missed memory- Hmmm ... camp. *SNIFFLES*

.:*:.LAYER FOUR.:*:.
-Pepsi or Coke- Pepsi
-McDonald's or Burger King- Burger King
-Single or group dates- Single if im with a BF, group if it's like the first or second date
-Adidas or Nike- Nike - REPRESENT BALLAZ!
-Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea- Lipton
-Chocolate or vanilla- Vanilla
-Cappuccino or coffee- Coffee

.:*:.LAYER FIVE.:*:.
-Smoke- sometimes
-Sing- DAMN STRAIGHT!
-Take a shower every day- Of COURSE!
-Have a crush- yep
-Do you think you're in love- nope
-Want to go to college- yessers i do
-Want to get married- yepp
-Believe in yourself- sometimes
-Get motion sickness- nope
-Think you're attractive- ehh
-Think you're a health freak- nah not really, i know my shit tho
-Get along with your parents- for the most part
-Like thunderstorms- NOOOOO!
-Play an instrument- used to

.:*:.LAYER SIX...IN THE PAST MONTH.:*:.
-Drank alcohol- nope
-Smoked- yepp
-Done a drug- nope
-Made out- yepp
-Gone on a date- yepp
-Eaten an entire box of chocolates- ewww dude who DOES that?
-Eaten sushi- yepp
-Gone skating- i don't think
-Made homemade cookies- no
-Gone skinny dipping- haha nope
-Dyed your hair- yeah
-Stolen anything- yepp

.:*:.LAYER SEVEN...EVER.:*:.
-Played a game that required removal of clothing- yeah haha
-If so, was it mixed company- no
-Been trashed or completely intoxicated- nope
-Been caught "doin somethin"- I dont think lol
-Been called a tease- many times
-Gotten beat up- nope
-Shoplifted- nothing big. Like - a pack of gum lol
-Changed who you were to fit in- No.. no way

.:*:.LAYER EIGHT.:*:.
-Age you hope to be married- umm 27?
-Numbers and names of children- 1 or 2. Mackenzie Elizabeth or Somarra Morgan
-Describe your dream wedding- Don't realllly have one.
-How do you want to die- uhhh.. i dunno?
-Where do you want to go to college- Penn. State, UMaine Orono or some other good psichiatry place
-What do you want to be when you grow up- clinical psychiatrist
-What country would you most like to visit-  England, and Australia to see all my camp buds!

.:*:.LAYER NINE...IN A GUY/GIRL.:*:.
-Best eye color- blue
-Best hair color- doesnt matter
-Short or long hair- long
-Height- taller then m but not alot lol
-Best articles of clothing- pants .. easily removable PUHLEASE!
-Best first date location- out to dinner or the movies
-Best first kiss location- the beach .. awwww

.:*:.LAYER TEN.:*:.
-Number of times you've smoked- like 7
-Number of people you trust with your life- i'd say like 20 couting like the 15 at camp haha
-Number of CDs you own- ALOT anyways
-Number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper- i dunno .. like 15 maybe?
-Number of scars on your body- i dunno
-Number of things in your past you regret- more than Id like to count.


Sunday, April 11, 2004

Currently Reading
Body to Die For, A
By Kate White
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HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! I have too much food but who cares. It's a holiday. I'm starting a new diet  tomorrow anyways.

     Breatkfast- Nothing
     Lunch- grapefruit, yogurt, an apple ... something under 120 cals.
     Dinner- two nights a week, whatever my mom makes, but when shes not home the
                 other nights, i get to have whatever i want .. something under 350 cals anyways

Yeah anyone wanna join gimme a holler, we'll finish under 600 a day and get at least one hour of excersise ... I'm doing a weigh in every friday.

Soo .. what else? Track starts TOMORROW! I'm oooo excited. I love track. Its tons of fun and gives you a GREAT workout!

The play is on THURSDAY! Everyone wish me luck .. i have one of  the leads! Can't WAIT!

We got progress reports Friday. Nothing under an 85 BITCH! and thats in Algebra. Happy Happy! Shortie has good grades for once this year!

Alright gotta go. Hope everyone's well! I gotta comment on your sites so ya'll don't think im DEAD!

<3 Shortie


Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Wow wow wow wow .. I havent posted in a while. Ummm Hey not much going on though other than play practice and errr .. completely failing with my diet. I'm not gaining any, but i suck at restricting lately for some reason. Starting tomorrow though .. nothing but dinner, and I many be able to get around that! YAY! lol ok cool. Wish me luck.

I stole this from Stevie ( blindedxbyxdarkness ) cuz i love these things:

THE PRESENT:

1. Name: Shortie

2. Nickname: Well, thats my nickname ... and the others are too odd and need alot of explaining.

3. Nationality: American.

4. Relationship status: TAKENNNNN!

5. Do you have a crush: nope

6. Birthdate: Sept. 24

7. Screen Name(s): undeRxRug swept

8. Where You Live: ick ... new england in general SUCKS

9. Where you want to live: New York or Hawaii .. very diverse but my boyfriend and I hve a plan lol

 10. Birthplace: Lowell, Mass.

11. Beeper Code: heh?

12. Favorite Salad Dressing: LIGHT italian

13. Have You Ever Gone Skinny Dipping: yeah .. gotta love FH camp!

14. Have Any Piercings: ears

15. Have Any Tattoos:: nope 

16. Favorite Movie: Girl Interrupted

17. Favorite Book: Aimee

18. Favorite Type Of Music: Rock, Indie ... er yeah

19. Favorite Car: i dunno??

20. Type Of Car You Have Now: don't have one ... bah lol

21. Favorite Saying: PINK JELLY BEAN! (ok, seriously, do NOT ask)

22. Favorite Fast Food: i guess McDonalds, but i always get salads there

23. Favorite Ice Cream: chocolate

25. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: vodka and orange juice .. what are those called again?

26. When Do You Go To Sleep: umm ??

28. Favorite Sport: fieldhockey, snowboarding, track

29. Most Embarrassing Moment: I REALLY dont know

30. Loudest Person You Know:  Flea, Sarah E. and Heather

31. Craziest Person You Know: Sarah E.

32. Favorite Holiday: holidays are overly commercialized, but i guess christmas 

33. Favorite Food: umm pinapple!!

34. Favorite Song:  Ironic & You Learn by Alanis Morissette, She's Falling Apart and You Don't Know Me by Lisa Loeb , Cold Hard Bitch by Jet, This Love by Maroon5 .. k i could go on and on and on...

35. Favorite Television Show(s):  Real World/Road Rules 

36. Favorite Radio Station: 93.9

37. Favorite Junk Food: does cheeseczke count?!

38. Favorite Candy:  sour patch kids

39. Favorite color: pink, red & white

40. Favorite Sneakers: My black etnies

Section 2 -- THE FUTURE: <- Ok i though that said furniture!?!

1. School: Does that mean college? O i dunno, something with a good psychiatric department, cuz i wanna be a psychiatrist

2. Where You Want To Live: NY or Hawaii

3. How Many Kids You Want: 1 or 2

4. What Kind Of Job You Want: Psychiatrist or Psychologist

5. Do You Want To Get Married:: yeppp

Section 3 -- HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Been In Jail:  nope

2. Done Drugs: errr . nah

3. Ran Away From Home: not that I recall, but when i was younger i planned to all the time

4. Hit A Girl: well , DUH

5. Lied: uh yes

6. Stolen Anything:  yepp

7. Broken A Bone: i broke my thumb once

8. Cheated On A Test: like once a week haha

9. Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: ummm .. no

10. Gotten Drunk: not like .. DRUNK

11. Been Stoned: no

12. Been In The Hospital: ok, think about this .. EVERYONE has been in the hospital .. everyone was like BORN there 

13. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yeppp

14. Fallen asleep in the shower/bath: in a bath and i almost freakin drowned

15. Gone to Church: a few times 

16. Never slept during a night: Yes

17. Been on a motorcycle or motorbike: yes

18. Been to a camp: I <3 my camp!.

19. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: yepp

20. Seen someone die: yes

21. Driven a car: yepp

22. Didn't wash your hair for a week: eww no

23. Broken something valuable: yeah probly

24. Thought you were in love: yes

25. Gone out with a guy/girl you knew for 3 days: er, yeah haha

26. Said I love you and meant it: yes

27. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: yes

28. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: yepp haha

Section 4 -- WHICH IS BETTER:

1. Coke Or Pepsi:  pepsi

2. Cats Or Dogs: dogs

3. One Pillow Or Two: two

4. Deaf Or Blind: neither?

5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: both

6. Television Or Radio: radio

7. CDs Or Tapes: CDs

8. Apples or oranges: apples

9. Gap or Old Navy: both

Section 5 -- IN THE PAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...?

1. Cried? yeah last night

2. Cut your hair? nope

3. Worn a skirt? last thursday

4. Worn a tie? no

5. Been mean? probly

6. Been sarcastic? thats just me

7. Gone for a walk? run? yes & yes

8. Gone out for dinner? no

9. Met someone new? yepp

10. Said "I love you"? to my boyfriend, yes

11. Taken a test? yeah, 3 today

12. Talked to an ex? yes

13. Missed an ex? no

14. Missed someone? yes

15. Hugged someone? yepp

16. Danced with someone? hahahaha .. well not TECHNICALLY but we dropped our books in the hall and started waltzing.. does that count?

17. Fought with your parents or parent? err yeah

18. Had a nightmare? yeah

19. Kissed someone? yeah

20. Driven a car? no

Section 6 -- WHAT IS:

1. Your Fondest Memory Of This year: when my boyfriend asked me to be his girlfriend

 2. Your Most Prized Possession: my friends and my pictures

3. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: my boyfried, my friends, music .. yeah

4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: i like never eat breakfast, but waffles?

5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: pizza

6. Your Favorite Slow Song: slow song?  I'm So In Love With You by Lonestar

7. Your Favorite Song to Drive to: ehh??

Section 7 -- WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:

1. Bill Clinton: better than George Dubya Bush

2. Love at First Sight: eh

3. Abortion: pro choice

4. Teenage smoking: whatever

5. Pot:  ehh dont matter

 6. Eating disorders: pro-ED

7. Rap: meh, not a big fan

8. Marilyn Manson: i <3 him!

9. Reggae:  Bob Marley! What?

10. Premarital sex: whatever

11. Suicide:  whatever

12. Drinking: ok, whatever again

13. Life: umm w/e

14. Death: bad?

15. God: hmm, I'll pretend I didn't see this one 

Section 8 -- WHO:

1. Makes You Laugh The Most: all my friends!!!

2. Do You Hate: HJA!

3. Knows the Most About You: Stevie, Amber, Hannah?

4. Looks out for you: my friendiesss

5. Do You Go To For Advice: my friends

SECTION 10 -- DO YOU BELIEVE IN

1. Love at first sight: no

2. U.F.O's: nah

3. Horoscopes: sure why not

4. Reincarnation: maybe??

5: Yourself: ehh ..sometimes


Thursday, April 01, 2004

Nothing happened today. I'm skipping play practice tomorrow to go to Amber's with the girls, then to the dance, then we'll be coming back to her house and hanging out. Not much else. I get to go shopping at Rue on Saturday. YAY for new clothes!

I think i'm going on the "Twiggy diet" as of Monday, as I'm sure some of you know who Twiggy22 is. And if you don't well... too bad for you. Well, then I must be going. Homework to attend to. I won't be posting again till Saturday night most likely. So everyone take care untill then. Much love.

<3Shortie

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it ok
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
Far away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

*Angel - Sarah McLachlan



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